hey all
so the day has basically ended andd i am here talking ot lori about the events of the day. My mom asked meto move in with here in stockton. So i am freking out. I ave not told ne one this so.....here you guys go. I dont think that i am going to do it, because i know it will not be good for my recovery. But i just dont know how to tell here. I hade a very liberating talk with heather, a counselor, about my issues and why it is that i do the things i do. and it is to avoid hurt, rejection, fear. Akk of these thing i will not let happen to me. I made a promis to myself along time ago when the thing happend with my dad. It was to never let anyone hurt mr again. And i use my eating diorder to not feel, and it is fuled by my hatred tword my dad. I just now have to figure all this out. so i am in love with a boy, and he told me he loved me to, no names but he is the best boy i have ever met. And he is so supportive of me in this mess, if you are reading thsi you know how you are, lol, i love you. One day we will be together!