Thursday stuff
Almost 10pm, and my roommate just walked in the door. Sans money. Poo!
Dan is passed out on the couch, since oh, about an hour & a half ago. Chugged back four (tall) Keiths, and out like a light. I nearly got into it with him tonight, because I wanted him to go with me to Sneaky Dee's for zerstoerte's birthday. He didn't understand why I wanted him to come. I nearly exploded - "Because it's doing something together that isn't sitting here watching the fucking TV!!! Because you're my boyfriend, and I don't want you to be a separate thing from everything else in my life! Because it's something to do, that isn't clubbing, that's still fun, with cool people!" He didn't say anything, just inhaled his last beer, and passed out/fell asleep/whatever. I hadn't even seen him for a couple days, and no hug/kiss hello, nothing. Didn't even offer me a beer, just drank them all in front of me.
Meh. Tonight just isn't our night.
Anyway, I can't go to Sneaky Disease now, due to lack of transportation funds, but I'll definitely be at McVeigh's on Saturday to help zerstoerte celebrate.(And then to Savage afterwards.) I'm glad she made birthday back-up plans this year!
I went and got my thyroid meds today. It's called Synthroid. Sounds like Preperation H from the future, lol! But actually they're tiny bluish tablets. Apparently I have to be on this for the rest of my life, since it's replacing hormones that my body isn't making on it's own. I'm supposed to notice results within two weeks, (more energy) and within a month, it should be totally working. The sluggishness will be gone, no more weight gain, maybe even some weight loss, improved focus and concentration. Yay!!!
wavfnctn called me today, asking if I was going to Velvet tonight, but I'm not. I'll have to call her back when I'm done on here. My friend Jay called me today, too. I've recently started talking again to my best and longest friend, Katharine, who I've known since we were 8 years old. For no good reason, I just didn't talk to her this year, until a couple weeks ago. I need to repair my friendship with girliegroove, too. I'm grateful for my friends who have stuck with me through my weirdness, and social malfunctioning. Thank-you, all!
I also have a sometime future mall date with ravensee, and a not-so-future coffee date with elixxir. I really hope to be a better friend to the amazing people I've met on lj. They deserve more from me. (As do my real life friends.)
Speaking of friends, one is in my thoughts tonight. I wish I could hug them. I miss them very, very much. O_o
Monday is my eviction deadline. My lawyer is away right now, and his mailbox is full. Gah! I hope I can get an extension, until I can talk to disability, and figure out my financial options. I'm pretty nervous about Monday. Much more than I'm letting on, I think.
I need to go make that call now.
Over and out.
.
Dan is passed out on the couch, since oh, about an hour & a half ago. Chugged back four (tall) Keiths, and out like a light. I nearly got into it with him tonight, because I wanted him to go with me to Sneaky Dee's for zerstoerte's birthday. He didn't understand why I wanted him to come. I nearly exploded - "Because it's doing something together that isn't sitting here watching the fucking TV!!! Because you're my boyfriend, and I don't want you to be a separate thing from everything else in my life! Because it's something to do, that isn't clubbing, that's still fun, with cool people!" He didn't say anything, just inhaled his last beer, and passed out/fell asleep/whatever. I hadn't even seen him for a couple days, and no hug/kiss hello, nothing. Didn't even offer me a beer, just drank them all in front of me.
Meh. Tonight just isn't our night.
Anyway, I can't go to Sneaky Disease now, due to lack of transportation funds, but I'll definitely be at McVeigh's on Saturday to help zerstoerte celebrate.(And then to Savage afterwards.) I'm glad she made birthday back-up plans this year!
I went and got my thyroid meds today. It's called Synthroid. Sounds like Preperation H from the future, lol! But actually they're tiny bluish tablets. Apparently I have to be on this for the rest of my life, since it's replacing hormones that my body isn't making on it's own. I'm supposed to notice results within two weeks, (more energy) and within a month, it should be totally working. The sluggishness will be gone, no more weight gain, maybe even some weight loss, improved focus and concentration. Yay!!!
wavfnctn called me today, asking if I was going to Velvet tonight, but I'm not. I'll have to call her back when I'm done on here. My friend Jay called me today, too. I've recently started talking again to my best and longest friend, Katharine, who I've known since we were 8 years old. For no good reason, I just didn't talk to her this year, until a couple weeks ago. I need to repair my friendship with girliegroove, too. I'm grateful for my friends who have stuck with me through my weirdness, and social malfunctioning. Thank-you, all!
I also have a sometime future mall date with ravensee, and a not-so-future coffee date with elixxir. I really hope to be a better friend to the amazing people I've met on lj. They deserve more from me. (As do my real life friends.)
Speaking of friends, one is in my thoughts tonight. I wish I could hug them. I miss them very, very much. O_o
Monday is my eviction deadline. My lawyer is away right now, and his mailbox is full. Gah! I hope I can get an extension, until I can talk to disability, and figure out my financial options. I'm pretty nervous about Monday. Much more than I'm letting on, I think.
I need to go make that call now.
Over and out.
.