dude this is crap..why can't i be pretty? i mean I want to be beautiful. I want to look so beautiful that no guy will ever leave me or treat me like crap. This isnt fair...life isnt fair. But the thing i hate the most is that the reason i feel this way is because of guys. Before I would never consider changing myself for a guy..now i'll do ( Read more... )

dammit i look like a fuckin chipmunk cuz of this fuckin wisdom tooth i had removed..this is shit...and i have orientation monday. this is fuckin fabulous. My cheeks are all fuckin swollen like this fuckin chipmunk :(


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haha i just passed yet another test of the self will. I ordered two pizzas: 1 with chicken 1 with pepperoni...and of course we all know that pepperoni is made of pork. I ordered the pepperoni for my dad but it smells a lot better than the chicken. Just when i was about to break my kosher diet (when the pepperoni pizza was 1 inch away from my mouth ( Read more... )

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damn i think its happening again...i'm fallin in love :( and its making me so depressed cuz i know i'm going to get hurt in the end. It's already starting to hurt..i mean it feels absolutely amazing and I want to be with him ALL the time but I dont know. I cant. I'm scared its gonna turn into the danny situation :( that would make me so fucking sad ( Read more... )

this supernatural feeling can only be of itself and never, not even for the microenismatic second...fuck i forgot what i was gonna say...the gange does this to u. hopefully people in the world every world not just this one can hear me thinking if the man spielberg can kisss and i so kissed my dad goodnight and he was mad. weed is good not in the ( Read more... )

ya this is just fuckin fabulous...my dad drank alcohol and threw up. He's drunk as shit from jsut 1 cup of wine. I hate this. I was arguing with him not to drink cuz his doctor said his blood test came out bad and he's not allowed to drink at ALL cuz its totally killing him. PLUS he's gonna go thru chemo again. this is so fucked up. i'm so angry. i ( Read more... )

wow i'm exhausted..its sunday already and i'm STILL tired from Grad night. I donno. PLUS i have so much to do: notebook for Pelle, current events, father's day gift, and the Orthodox's med sch essay's. wait why am i doing them again? o ya so he can get the fuck out of this state. Damn this is a bitch...so much fuckin shit to do and so little time. ( Read more... )

I think this is very accurate


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Today I had one of the strangest experiences of my life...I was sitting in my third period class and reading the newspaper, but then suddenly I got this overwhelming feeling of sadness and sorrow...it was like a big black hole and I couldnt think of one happy thought. It was almost like Harry Potter and the dementors sucking out all the happiness ( Read more... )