tired
wow i'm exhausted..its sunday already and i'm STILL tired from Grad night. I donno. PLUS i have so much to do: notebook for Pelle, current events, father's day gift, and the Orthodox's med sch essay's. wait why am i doing them again? o ya so he can get the fuck out of this state. Damn this is a bitch...so much fuckin shit to do and so little time. All i'll get from him is a thank u anyway...why the fuck am i doing this? if his current love interest is so fuckin wonderful why doesnt he ask her for help? or is her magnificent brain too busy obsessing over 50 cent? honestly it makes u question a person's intelligence when u hear things like that. And knowing myself, I cannot like anyone I dont respect intellectually. If I feel they (certain guyz) are intellectually inferior, I automatically lose respect. ANYWAYZ why is this so stressful? I'm fuckin starting to break out like a bitch :( this is annoying. Why hasnt Dan called? its been like a week since he's been back and nothing...o well guess it really was nothing. how sad. how depressing. whatever. I gotta deal with the fact that guyz used me. I wish i could find someone i liked and he actually liked me back. liked me for me, for who I am, rather than my body or monkey dance or whatever. I donno. I hate this. Anywayz my mom's friend's son likes me but he's too passive. He's 25 and gettin his MBA (almost finished)and very cute. But he's kinda sorta with this girl, which he doesnt care for much but he's just used to her. He's been with her for 3/4 years so ya i donno. Whatever. Why are the cute ones always so passive? i hate that. If a guy wants to be with me, he BETTER not be passive. fuck no. anywayz i'm gonna go try to finish some shit and go to bed. g'night.