whoa
damn i think its happening again...i'm fallin in love :( and its making me so depressed cuz i know i'm going to get hurt in the end. It's already starting to hurt..i mean it feels absolutely amazing and I want to be with him ALL the time but I dont know. I cant. I'm scared its gonna turn into the danny situation :( that would make me so fucking sad :( i would cry. I donno i'm afraid the romance will die and all we'll have left is sex. Then he'll get bored, start cheating, then ignore me. the end. i dont want it to be like that. this is making me sad. I should be happy but i'm sad. whatever i'm not gonna fall in love then. fuck love and fuck him. He can do whatever the fuck he wants and I'll do whatever the fuck I want. He's gonna go to USC and fuck all the girls he wants and I'm gonna go to Northridge and do whatever the hell i want with whoever i want. fuck this dependence..its all about being Ms. Independent right? fuck guyz. they can kiss my ass. they're all shit and deserve to be treated like shit. hurt them before they hurt u. Actually its impossible to hurt them cuz they dont give a fuck. All they care about is sex. the end. I hate men. They can all burn in hell. arrrrgh. fuck love and fuck him. the end.