Well last night was hard,I ended it with someone who was very good for me Matthew this song say's it all. I dont want this to be either of us so for that matter here it is baby ( Read more... )

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Hey there Im not very good at writting in a journal as Im sure you can tell from my previous entry's. I am improving or at least trying too. Im just no good at opening up muchless on a comp. As I stated in a entry below I've never kept a journal before so this is all new to me. Last night I acted like a little bitch I guess you could say for the ( Read more... )

Well, Today is sunday nothing exciting happened Matthew and I just stayed in bed most of the day and watched movies. Just a little while ago I asked him "who is the prettiest girl you have ever dated" he stated "someone ( wont say who) "! For some reason that bothered me, maybe because it was a honest answer and in his subconscious he really thinks ( Read more... )

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Well,Right now at this moment yes im hi*h as hell,stoned,f/up,whatever u wanna call it.I had done so good to quit too.WEll one time wont hurt,right? :) Im in a very goffy mood. Today well was the same as every day here lately. I got up at 8:30,early for no reason well a reason but I jus wish I could sleep in sometimes. After that I came home and ( Read more... )