MY FIRST ONE!, oh isnt it wonderful?

[n_genusa]

Well,Right now at this moment yes im hi*h as hell,stoned,f/up,whatever u wanna call it.I had done so good to quit too.WEll one time wont hurt,right? :) Im in a very goffy mood. Today well was the same as every day here lately. I got up at 8:30,early for no reason well a reason but I jus wish I could sleep in sometimes. After that I came home and didnt do much went somewhere with Samantha,came home and we watched scary movie "what you doin" :) (personal thingy there) lol I dont know why im doing this writting here it makes no sense pretty much to write personal shit so other poeple can read it. Ahh o well,never really kept a journal b4 have you? lol sorry I just need to pretend someone is there if thats ok with you? lol oh god im scaring myself I have to quit. later,
whoever's there