I can't seem to quit writing today. There's much on my mind, mostly about how I perceive people vs who they really are ( Read more... )

I was praying for you tonight, and I believe God has opened my eyes to something. You and I were lost. You were fresh out of a 13 year marriage trying to salvage a home and raise a son. I was spinning from my lack of understanding who I am, and trying to manage severe anxiety and depression ( Read more... )

She's not the oneShe's not there ( Read more... )

Love (Pulls us from the River)It's a promise you made to us ( Read more... )

Lady JudasYou could say I'm showing my scars ( Read more... )

This poem basically covers my abandonment issues from point of birth until now. Finally starting to realize I have extremely deep abandonment issues. Some of them are probably self re-enforcing ( Read more... )

I've been bouncing back and forth between angry and depressed today. The sense of loss I am experiencing is excurciatingly painful. Someone told me yesterday that I should get back with my ex like somehow the pain of loss means I should still be there. They weren't aware of the context of the situation nor did they understand that it was really me ( Read more... )

Her skin I crave ( Read more... )

Forever is too short for me

I Love you and the stars are out tonight
I Love you and the storms are swimming by
I'll walk with you down the streets under the light
Tonight I am yours baby, I am yours

But you left me when the winds began to blow
And you said we'd always be together 
Some how always seems a short distance, now I know
That "I Love you" is only ( Read more... )