attention

[myxruina]

I could not sleep last night. All I could think of were all those hate or bashing comments I got anonymosly (spelling error I'm sure) in my livejournal. I'm deeply considering making my lj FRIENDS ONLY

Comments

[regurgitate_me]

Friends Only Journals are acctually a really good choice I think...people who post hateful comments should go fuck themselves, they have the highest level of immaturity. I know that when I say "don't let them get to you" it's easier said than done..but remember, they are being rude because they envy something about you in most cases.

*hugs* take care

[myxruina]

-hugs tightly- thank you sweety. Once again you are kind hearted and give me such great advice or even just nice words of wisdom, which you have a great deal of

[myruinface]

those who are bright, mature and independent and strong always suffer repercusions from the less fotunate

[myxruina]

that put a smile on my face, sweety.
<3

[excruciation]

babe you can make it so that no anonymous people can post in your journal

[myxruina]

and that's exactly what I did, darlin dear.
and now I finally know how to spell anonymous. I thought I was doing something horribly wrong with the spelling, I was just too much of a lazy ass to check.
<3

[excruciation]

haha <3 i hope youre doing better. whatever they said to you doesnt matter because they are chickenfucks

[myxruina]

believe me, I know. especially the newest comment I got by someone. ugh. even after I tried writing a heart felt entry on how it hurts, they go ahead and tell me how everyone thinks I'm a psycho.
Its starting to feel so cliche.
<3

...

[xflowersbleed]

why hello there
i have a feeling you do not know who i am so i am just going to say one thing and one thing alone, and please do not take it the wrong way.
well here goes, that one person isn't the only person who thinks you are a psycho, everyone thinks you are one. they're just not stupid enough to tell it to you.
i hope this doesn't get you mad or anything, but pretty much everyone agrees with that anonymous person.
bye.

Re: ...

[myxruina]

you are right, I dont know who you are, but I'm really sorry but I'm pretty sure I took that the wrong way.
That really hurt, even after everything I wrote in there you still had the..heart to tell that to me.
Look, I think some people should learn to think of what they write before they write it.
I have actual disorders and I am trying to fix that. I'm sorry, but your words hurt despite how much I try to ignore the sting. It cuts me worse than a razorblade ever could.
I just wish you the best, but I'm very sorry, you have no idea how much that hurt to wake up to a new day and have to read that. I just wish one day you can realize the anguish words can inflict on people, even though its over the internet.
bye.

[xxairpaganxx]

I think I might love you.

There's only one person I know better than you, which is my girlfriend.

But you're an amazing person, I don't give a shit who says differently. I'm definitely going to add you, add me back and we'll continue talking. I would love to get to know you, not just for sympathy or something stupid, because I think I might see the real you.

And for that, I think I love you.

-R-o-s-e-S-

[myxruina]

hunny, that was absolutely beautiful. Gosh, I think I'm falling in love with you.
Your words were just so kind and beautiful. And I thank you a million times for gracing me with such kindness.
I'm definitely going to add you back, darlin.
<33

[xxairpaganxx]

And you must be very special, because I'm usually a bitch. *wink* Half the time.

How can someone think that you're psycho or stupid or something? Especially if they don't know you, and trust me, dear, everyone's psycho at a point or another.

-R-o-s-e-S-

[myxruina]

hehe. Well since I have all those disorders I act out on impulses constantly and the first person who called me a psycho said they did know me, and the other one just said that I wouldnt know them, probably since they were anonymous.
Personally, I just think this is really sick.
<33