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Apr 27, 2004 10:08

I could not sleep last night. All I could think of were all those hate or bashing comments I got anonymosly (spelling error I'm sure) in my livejournal. I'm deeply considering making my lj FRIENDS ONLY ( Read more... )

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xxairpaganxx April 27 2004, 19:28:33 UTC
I think I might love you.

There's only one person I know better than you, which is my girlfriend.

But you're an amazing person, I don't give a shit who says differently. I'm definitely going to add you, add me back and we'll continue talking. I would love to get to know you, not just for sympathy or something stupid, because I think I might see the real you.

And for that, I think I love you.

-R-o-s-e-S-

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myxruina April 28 2004, 06:36:12 UTC
hunny, that was absolutely beautiful. Gosh, I think I'm falling in love with you.
Your words were just so kind and beautiful. And I thank you a million times for gracing me with such kindness.
I'm definitely going to add you back, darlin.
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xxairpaganxx April 28 2004, 12:30:18 UTC
And you must be very special, because I'm usually a bitch. *wink* Half the time.

How can someone think that you're psycho or stupid or something? Especially if they don't know you, and trust me, dear, everyone's psycho at a point or another.

-R-o-s-e-S-

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myxruina April 28 2004, 12:40:10 UTC
hehe. Well since I have all those disorders I act out on impulses constantly and the first person who called me a psycho said they did know me, and the other one just said that I wouldnt know them, probably since they were anonymous.
Personally, I just think this is really sick.
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xxairpaganxx April 28 2004, 19:29:09 UTC
I agree with the 'being sick' part. A human is a human, no more and no less than any others. False illusions of the perfect life and perfect person make someone seem worse or better than someone else, but that's all it is, false illusions.

Oh, how I loathe the destructiveness of people.

-R-o-s-e-S-

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myxruina April 29 2004, 07:12:17 UTC
as do I.
I can no longer find any beauty in this world. Humanity is nothing but a lie--false in every aspect of it's configuration.
I used to be a hopeless romantic and always think "there must be something good left in this world"
But the truth I have found for myself is that love does not survive: it withers and grows furious; and the good there may have once been in this world is all but lost, never to be stumbled upon. Nothing good can aspire in this life. There is nothing good left, I feel.
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xxairpaganxx April 29 2004, 09:10:45 UTC
I don't know if you wish for me to comfort your opinion, or agree with it. I definitely agree with it, though, even of thirteen years of searching for somebody... anybody... I've failed greatly and I feel like giving up. I had one good thing, once, I thought I did, but that screwed itself into the ground rather than doing anything else.

Life is pain.
Pain is love.
Love is life?

-R-o-s-e-S-

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