So the medication Dr. Quinones gave me does diddley squat for my hands. Fabulous. I'm feeling so discouraged right now. Like, okay typing does not feel good on the fingers. But sitting down to watch tv or a movie only distracts so much. Because I can't just sit and watch tv anymore. I have to be doing something whether it's crocheting, my cross ( Read more... )

There are so many good movies coming out next year that I think if I have to get a job it's going to have to be at Smitty's. Or a movie theater at least. It's the only way I'll be able to feed my addiction. Hunger Games, Snow White, The Avengers, Batman, The Woman in Black, THE HOBBIT! I'm just so excited. I love movies, I love going to see movies ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what's gotten me in this funk but I really don't need it. I want out of this apartment for awhile, I want out of my own skin. I'm just feeling like crap for no real reason at all and it needs to stop. I'm feeling like nothing I do is any good, that I don't really matter to anyone. I'm ready to cry at the drop of a hat. I'm frustrated ( Read more... )

I hurt pretty much everywhere right now. My hands can't decide if they are on fire or they're frozen from the inside out. They just hurt a lot. And breathing sucks. I can't even....it hurts to even type tonight. I just want to crawl into bed and cry. I have the new prescription from Dr. Quinones but it doesn't do anything. And I have to take it ( Read more... )