I'm having a day
So the medication Dr. Quinones gave me does diddley squat for my hands. Fabulous. I'm feeling so discouraged right now. Like, okay typing does not feel good on the fingers. But sitting down to watch tv or a movie only distracts so much. Because I can't just sit and watch tv anymore. I have to be doing something whether it's crocheting, my cross stitch, working on a pony...something! And it doesn't help that I have a 3/4 of the way pony head rerooted and staring at me while I sit here. I need to finish these things so I can get them shipped out!
So then come online to talk to dahitsuji and game a bit and my fingers start screaming at me. Reading isn't distracting enough. I JUST CAN'T WIN TODAY. We clapped a lot at rehearsal last night and I'm wondering if that has anything to do with it. The first time it was okay. I felt it the second. The third and fourth time I knew my hands hated me already.
I'm having one of those moments where I'm questioning God. Not His existence, but why He's letting me go through this. It sucks and I'm tired of either not being able to breathe or being in pain all the time. And I want to throw a temper tantrum. I am in my head and it's just not as satisfying.
At least I got the kitchen cleaned before it set in too badly.
And my AIM companion had to leave. Now what? Guess I'll work on the Wiki for the new game.
Oh, and there's this Anyone surprised? No, I didn't think so.
So then come online to talk to dahitsuji and game a bit and my fingers start screaming at me. Reading isn't distracting enough. I JUST CAN'T WIN TODAY. We clapped a lot at rehearsal last night and I'm wondering if that has anything to do with it. The first time it was okay. I felt it the second. The third and fourth time I knew my hands hated me already.
I'm having one of those moments where I'm questioning God. Not His existence, but why He's letting me go through this. It sucks and I'm tired of either not being able to breathe or being in pain all the time. And I want to throw a temper tantrum. I am in my head and it's just not as satisfying.
At least I got the kitchen cleaned before it set in too badly.
And my AIM companion had to leave. Now what? Guess I'll work on the Wiki for the new game.
Oh, and there's this Anyone surprised? No, I didn't think so.