20 more days until i see you, and how beautiful that meeting will be; in the meantime compoistion, practice, and study are on the agenda, and getting better! GAH no more being sick; in 1 hour and 15 min. are the group activities for prospective R.A.s we'll see what happens, i hope my demanuer will remain steadfast and have a cool head, which it ( Read more... )

I am (somewhat) free of old habits and thoughts. Obsessive thinking is one of the greatest horrors one can do to oneself. I am no longer allowing myself to do that, and projecting false illusions and fight dragons; only what is good, true, and right shall remain. Allowing me to become the musician i want to be and the person i need to be. I may be ( Read more... )

you are beautiful and radiant

i will see you ever too soon

in the meantime

much work to be done....

*wee*

Ich liebe Dich

beaucoup

Yesterday was undescribable ( Read more... )

i want to sleep, its pretty much all i want, valentines day is a very intresting idea; sad people require hallmark to re-inspre the love in their life. bah, sitar is a beautiful instrument, and the callases will form soon. i want to have tea with you, my room is always here for you, i love you all, ill try to sleep

Jenna, this Gaba Calm stuff is working wonders; i sleep so peacefully, and full energy for the day; thank you, the sinus stuff as well! OH! how beautifully i breathe and lack mucus. More positive energy toward this year in terms of completion of work, my teachers liking my work; and how adverse silly problems between such wonderful people have been ( Read more... )

Friends are good, like my dear friends here, Avram, David, Kate, Matt, Dzuy, so many to name.. My mother as well; the mundane and animalist hedonistic urges of life are disgusting and the only future is in a fruition of my goals and of a postive outlook. What good is sex without a place to channel it through (aka love)? I have been eternally ( Read more... )

http://www.dannyholt.netRead more... )

Pom Martini's aint bad, just made some; with black eyed peas to signal good luck to the new year (shit no wonder last year sucked, i didn't have my black eyed peas!) finished work which was not as annoying as I thought, and continually finding new love for Poulenc. Party last night was good and bad, the bad being alot of people i have never seen ( Read more... )

1. Nonet (9 person ensamble) for brass quintet(french horn, two trumpets, trombone and tuba), two vibraphones, and two synthiziers.

2. Satori for Two Pianos, with four movements representating the 4 Noble Truths (Buddism all that noise ( Read more... )