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Blessed
Havent been on here in ages lol. Well I am much happier and blessed. I work out more and I am still focused on God. -
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Lord in my life you know at this time I need you the most. I know that my sweet grandmother is with you now. Since I didn't get a chance to tell her like I wanted please tell her that I love her. I pray for my family and friends to get on the right path and prosper under your guidance. At first I was lost but I am glad you brought me home. Satan ( Read more... ) -
Closer
Wow God you have given me everything I needed when it's the right time for me to have it. I am thankful for my new job because it has taken it's toll on me. I enjoy my celibacy I have a new respect for my body as I am working on it to be in shape. My marriage I pray if it ends it is not in hatred. I hope that we can still take of pooh and be ( Read more... ) -
Party!
Well my husband and I decided to just be cool as friends. We are getting along a lot better that way. He probably at this point and time just isn't what I need. To be honest I'm not looking for love I will let it find me. I mainly want to focus on my career and getting my life together. I have a new beautiful apartment that I thank the Lord for. He ( Read more... ) -
Crazy Turns Of Life
Well I moved into a new apartment that is beautiful with my toddler and sis in law. Where is my husband? Well him and I get into it at times with his temper being very bad I just couldn't risk it. I hate things have to be this way. I don't feel for him like I used to. I am praying the Lord will give me the right sign on my final decision and not ( Read more... ) -
Yes
God is good. The more I talk to him he has provided me with the answers I need. I will try to pray more and get closer to him. Without God I would be nothing but he is showing me the way now. Life will be hard but Jesus will be there when you fall. So I thank Him and my Saviour for giving me a stronger heart and will for life regardless of my ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I guess maybe something is wrong with me my husband says he doesn't love me anymore and i was close to losing my job for soemthing that isn't my fault. I don't understand why my life goes so bad I even go to church mostly every Sunday if I am not working. My soul is in pain I want the Lord to please send me a friend to talk to somebody anybody I ( Read more... ) -
Evil
Lately I have been in a terrible mood. I am trying to keep myself like I used to be perky, energetic, and happy. But things just irritated to the point where I just want to cuss out people for being so shitty acting. My boss had the nerve to tell my little sis in law to wake me up so I can come to his lil stanking Taco Hell. hell naw I don't want ( Read more... ) -
Open Up
Well um it's another day I am still here. I wish depression didn't exist. I try so hard to smile but it slowly melts into tears. Everyone says to suck it it up. There is only so much to do until you finally just explode. All I ever wanted is a normal life with a normal family. I barely can even talk to mines so close yet so far away. My mom is a ( Read more... ) -
Dear Love
Today I just want to write a freestyle poem called Dear Love ( Read more... )