Closer
Wow God you have given me everything I needed when it's the right time for me to have it. I am thankful for my new job because it has taken it's toll on me. I enjoy my celibacy I have a new respect for my body as I am working on it to be in shape. My marriage I pray if it ends it is not in hatred. I hope that we can still take of pooh and be friends at least if so. Or if I am ready to love again an it is with him I want to love to the full capacity. Whoever my soulmate is I pray that we grow together in bliss for the rest of our lives. I'm ready to let my past go now.