Jul 11, 2008 07:05
Lord in my life you know at this time I need you the most. I know that my sweet grandmother is with you now. Since I didn't get a chance to tell her like I wanted please tell her that I love her. I pray for my family and friends to get on the right path and prosper under your guidance. At first I was lost but I am glad you brought me home. Satan has been trying hard to attack me to bring me down when he thinks I am weak. I come to you for my shield and guidance. I am ready to become your humble servant and do what is ordered for me to do. In silence I will learn to bridle my tongue and with my feet I will walk your path. I ran for many years thinking I was missing out onlife. Never realizing you were the beginning of it. In my 22 years I have sinned and done things that bring me to shame. Lord I just want you to know I don't even want to do it and if I can control it think it anymore. With my life you know there is complex issues but I know since the age of 5 I realized I signed up for this and I have a higher purpose than what I think. You gave me a gift that I ignored. I want you to know I am very sorry. Man on earth....where do I begin? Lol I lust,hurt,and helped. In return they do the same for me. We just don't pay attention to the signs. Most of all as I compose this I want you to know I love you and endear you closely to me Thankyou for sparing your sweet son to us to save our lives from the fire and brimestone. Amen