I honestly logged onto Livejournal to check on an old friend (who probably doesn't use this anymore).... but found myself reading old posts and I thought.... thought I had only written those 2-3 months ago, I feel like I was reading something from someone who was depressed.... and bitter. And mad. And just fed up. And I probably was... Its just ( Read more... )

HELLO new year! fuck yeah, this is the year i've been waiting for since i realized i was just waiting for something ( Read more... )

I really don't understand why women (at my age) are so eager to have babies ( Read more... )

I've come to find that people hope to find somewhat unrealistic things in life. Most hope to change the world, change someone's life, you know, MAKE A DIFFERENCE. It could be my lack of compassion or lack of motivation to do any of those things, but I don't want to make a difference. I don't want to change the world. I feel that as if I have made a ( Read more... )

I never know what to expect from life. From family threats, to family deaths, to a possible change of mind in career, to losing my car, to buying my first car. I don't feel that there is one straight path that I'm meant to take, and though right now, that confuses the shit out of me, and kind of takes that motivation to go on AWAY, I feel that it ( Read more... )

there is always *someone* thats bound to annoy you, right? in everyday situations, unless youre some traveling band of friends, you might run into people that you just don't get along with. i've at least come to accept this, which i feel has saved me a great deal of time. call it what you will, but its my own way of downsizing and be incredibly ( Read more... )

in attempting to come here (livejournal), i accidently typed "myspace." okay, okay... LIVEJOURNAL. *types mys-* what the fuck! what am i doing!? i have been programmed "slightly" to homepage my internet memory to "myspace." *sigh* myspace, dont get me wrong, youve done a lot for me.. but when i don't even note that im being conditioned to do so..it ( Read more... )

life is really great sometimes. i forget, then i remember, only to eventually forget.. but i love remembering. out of nowhere ( Read more... )

i don't enjoy alcohol nearly as much as i used to. :\ this is good, i suppose... but i'm sure will be made up in my smoking habits >.last night was the first time an asshole approached me in the bar. well, me and cassie. cassie shrugged it off, but it really bothered me. did he really think he was cool because *he* turned *us* down? that's not even ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYONE... sometimes ( Read more... )