I don't regret what I did, but it'd be nice if it didn't feel so lonely.

At least the Vajra babies are keeping me busy.

( handwritten letter to vanille, left on kitchen table )

I can't sing.  They asked me to at the funeral and I--I can't feel the song in my heart anymore.  I can't sing like they want me to.  I can't sing like I want me to.  It feels like something is missing.  Something important.  And this sounds crazy, but I know that wherever Ai-kun has to go is where I'll find out everything.  My past, my song, maybe ( Read more... )

You'll always be my friend, no matter where you are.

Thank you for everything.