I can't sing.  They asked me to at the funeral and I--I can't feel the song in my heart anymore.  I can't sing like they want me to.  I can't sing like I want me to.  It feels like something is missing.  Something important.  And this sounds crazy, but I know that wherever Ai-kun has to go is where I'll find out everything.  My past, my song, maybe ( Read more... )

Why didn't my song work?

The people at the concert--Michel-kun....

Why couldn't I save everyone?

Ai-kun's missing.

My brother is such a stupid jerk!  Stupid, stupid, stupid!

[an ever-present drone of a large jet prepping its engine almost (almost) drowns out ranka's voice, small and very nervous.]

It's okay.  I can do this.  I'm the only one who can.  I'm ready.  I can do this.

[each affirmation is followed by a deep, calming breath.  wherever she is and whatever "this" may be, it's gotta be big.  a woman's voice cuts in ( Read more... )

The government finally got back to us on their results...it really does look like my song affects the Vajra.  They still don't know why but they want me to help.  Grace wrote new words to it so it'd fit better.  We're going to start recording tonight.  Maybe it'll stop the fighting.

I hope so.

[locked from Grace]

Something doesn't feel right about it ( Read more... )

[we join our nervous, for once justified in sensationalist news program already in progress]

At the top of the hour, the situation on Gallia-4 has gone from bad to worse, ladies and gentleman.  What was once this [splash image of:]


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They had to move the concert back to Sunday night because of bad weather.  Everybody that wanted to come during the virus is still invited, all you have to do is show your ticket!  I wonder what Alto-kun would have thought about everything....  I almost texted him but I forgot that he's with Sheryl-san.  He didn't even have time to stop by so I ( Read more... )

Next Saturday is the big day, my first concert--I'll be in the same arena Sheryl-san sang in for hers.  It's huge!  And the Boss said that almost all the tickets are sold out already!  I can't believe it....  I'll be ready.  All of these people are coming to see me so I'll sing as loud and good as I can!  I CAN DO IT!

--oh, and Uncle Tony, everybody ( Read more... )

The movie premiere is Thursday so if anybody wants to come, let me know!  I know it might seem a bit strange for a person to offer tickets to total strangers, but I have so many that I don't know what to do with them....