I can't sing.  They asked me to at the funeral and I--I can't feel the song in my heart anymore.  I can't sing like they want me to.  I can't sing like I want me to.  It feels like something is missing.  Something important.  And this sounds crazy, but I know that wherever Ai-kun has to go is where I'll find out everything.  My past, my song, maybe ( Read more... )

They had to move the concert back to Sunday night because of bad weather.  Everybody that wanted to come during the virus is still invited, all you have to do is show your ticket!  I wonder what Alto-kun would have thought about everything....  I almost texted him but I forgot that he's with Sheryl-san.  He didn't even have time to stop by so I ( Read more... )

[the timestamp on the feed is 12:30 AM and ranka, sitting on her bed with her knees to her chest, is still in her street clothes.  seems like she got home from a busy day not too long ago.  she stares the phone lying in front of her intently as if waiting for something.

ten minutes go by with no change.

whatever she's waiting for isn't going to ( Read more... )

Alto-kun hasn't answered any of the texts I sent him.  Maybe I'm sending too many or...he doesn't want to talk to me.