I have so much to post! I SUBMITTED A SHORT STORY (to a mystery contest and my story is NOT a mystery, but hey, it was fun to write and idgaf)! And have plans to write more short stories for other contests! And have started to develop a new literary world to play in! I developed the level of introspection to realize that I have a crush on the ( Read more... )

This week has been crazy: every evening I've been out doing something. Today is the first time I've really gotten on my personal computer since last weekend. One of the things I did was do another weekday night recording session with The Crew and, okay, one day I'll read back over all of my negative thoughts about them and my negative attitude ( Read more... )

I've been having a lot of thoughts lately about being non-binary. I have been meaning to put my thoughts here, but I really want to do this justice. The discovery of the concept of being "non-binary" (which was thanks to The Penumbra Podcast), to me, is right up there in magnitude to the discovery of the concept of "asexuality" and my life--and my ( Read more... )

I have not been in a good headspace recently. I spend 90% of my time at work being incredibly irritable over the tiniest of things (and have lately been almost completely unable to stand being around my co-Chief. I would write more, but I have a presentation tomorrow (and one on Tuesday and then another next Thursday) and so I'm up to my eyeballs ( Read more... )

I have been knock-down-dragged-out exhausted these past two weeks due to not getting a lot of sleep (due to marathoning my re-listen to KFAM) intense exercise (in combination with a really shitty diet and lack of sleep). I'm starting my rotation back in the hospital tomorrow, so I made sure to get a nap in this afternoon (especially as we have ( Read more... )

Went to the guys' practice tonight and spent most of it talking to a guy who...was kinda into me? And not at all in a creepy over-the-top flirty way, but in a "let's engage in an excellent conversation in which I ask you questions about your motivations and passions and life philosophy and we discourse on that subject". I actually felt kind of bad ( Read more... )

Spent all weekend with a group of med students for another student's wedding and came to the realization that it is very, very difficult to interact in a group of 20-somethings when you're an asexual teetotaler who finds sexual innuendo uncomfortable and, to be honest, not very clever nor funny.

That said, the "teetotaler" might be a bit of an ( Read more... )

I am so fucking ridiculous.

I managed to get the biggest crush on my fucking attending sometime during the 4 weeks I was on wards. I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me. I had a meeting with him today for feedback and to discuss letters of recommendation and the entire meeting was a painful reminder that I really suck at talking to people ( Read more... )

Last weekend, Memorial Day Weekend, I had the guy over for a couple of days. It was...nice. I had a good time. But I didn't have a great time. I wasn't swept off my feet and I didn't find myself head over heels for him. Conversely, I didn't get annoyed by his presence until the very end when his plane was delayed 4 hours and I had a lot of work to ( Read more... )

I think it's getting longer and longer between posts.

I blame Tumblr. I spent pretty much all of Thanksgiving being either absurdly busy with home stuff (and absolutely NO school associated things, which was awesome and something my brain really needed) or browsing Tumblr's "fitspo" tag and various "fitblrs". And it got me a bit inspired. Yes. I'm ( Read more... )