God and my savior Jesus Christ
I feel I am growing as a Christian more and more as time passes. It's a wonderful feeling, I've had moments where I was enlightened, moments when I was scared, moments when I felt guilty and moments when I felt close to Him more than ever. I just pray to keep getting stronger in my Faith, because I believe He is the ( Read more... )

i don't even know WHERE to begin. This may be the longest blog. Or I won't be able to find the words to describe what I experienced and it could end at this sentence. No, just kidding. But I thank you for reading and I'll try to just summarize the days in quaint, one sentence memories so that people keep reading.. ;)

So onto the beauty of Kona and ( Read more... )

 Hello darlings ( Read more... )

FINALLY.

the. day. has. come.

i could just weep tears of joy.

I know I havnt finished my posts about my love.. and the wonderfulness of my 2007. and now 2008. I will. And i didnt think ANYONE seriously read this but me, hence why ive opened up and let this be my JOURNAL. But I got messages from people wondering where I went.

And ive always been here ( Read more... )

so, it was what, JUNE the last time I posted? Lordy how life has changed, and its AMAZING ( Read more... )

There have been SO many more amazing days and nights since I posted about our upcoming trip to CA.

A note worth writing.. we are in love!!!!! Details in next blog.

Anyways.

Today I found out my mom has cancer. I'm sad, and my head hurts. And im sitting here drinking wine and writing songs and typing blogs, because I dont know what else to do.

Please ( Read more... )

At 24 I didn't think there would be a whole lot of firsts left to experience in the love dept.

He proved me wrong.

He's shown me things I've never seen before, taken me places I havn't been before. I'm feeling things I've never felt before.. and the memories we make are the once-in-a-lifetime kind of memories. Everyday.

Speechless.

Moved.

Smitten.

So, where did I leave off?

Ah, yes. So, the next night I went over to Doug's and he had said he'd cook me dinner. I walked in to a room filled with candlelight. It was amazingly beautiful, just perfect. Sweeping me off my feet much?

The dinner was delicious, afterwards, I made love to him and it was perfect. The next week and half went by WAY to ( Read more... )

  So, the last couple of weeks I was out in the Caribbean I receieved an email from someone from my past. It was a guy named Doug, who I was really good friends with back in 98', I had a flirty/crush on him you could say, ok, a big one. I had just started getting serious about Blake, and he started seeing someone and it was getting serious as well ( Read more... )

Wow.

SO much has happened in almost a YEAR since I've posted here and I have SO much to catch up. I've been keeping real, offline journals. You know, the old fashioned kind. ;) And I had a lot to say. So let me try to catch up here a bit, because Im sick of putting all the juicy, personal, memory kind of blogs on MySpace. Id rather do it here, for ( Read more... )