So I was up late last night. But saying that is a little deceptive. I actually passed out early and woke up really late and stayed up for a bit a chatted with Alex and musicman474747. Yep yep. Alex was in a really good mood. He told me Merry Christmas and all that jazz. I invited him to come to the movies with me and my friend Neva tonight but I odn't think he ( Read more... )

"Don't Call Me Baby" by Madison Avenue...Well today was eventful. I went to an interview and on the way there I called for another interview. Maybe I'll have the time to go? It's a manger trainee position. In Greenspoint though. But hey if it's the right monies I'll make the drive. So when i left it was slightly raining. By the time I interviewed ( Read more... )

Well today I've just hung out and relaxed. I did however have to get up early and go and pick up my new prescription. Then I went to Wal-Mart and got some personal products ( Read more... )

Well Alex and I are ok now. I don't remember if I posted that we weren't but we're fine. Tonight I'm going to see Harry Potter ( Read more... )

I just told alex something that's very hard for me to admit to him and that made him feel like shit. good...now he's kissing my ass because he's afraid I'm going to cry. too late...I guess it was just too early for me to deal with his shit ( Read more... )

I had an awful dream about Alex. He was so sad in it that it makes me want to cry right now just thinking about it. In my dream, he called me crying and telling me that I had to come over there right now and he wouldn't tell me why. So he was so gone and in the background I could here other people bawling and screaming. I'm freaking out now and go ( Read more... )

I'm tired of waking up to eat between 8 and 9 a.m. I've never been a 3 meal a day type person and this is driving me absolutely crazy. I'm not hungry but i have to eat and I have to eat an amount of food that seems to my mind large simply because if i ever ate breakfast it would be like a sandwhich. Instead now I eat: oatmeal, an egg, some type of ( Read more... )

I feel like I should make some obligatory hurricane update so here it goes...Well we tried to evacuate but after spending 12 hours on the road, making it only 40 miles from home, and running low on fuel we turned around. turning around turned out to be the best thing we did as far as hurricane preparations. We ended up not really getting anything ( Read more... )