bad dream :(
I had an awful dream about Alex. He was so sad in it that it makes me want to cry right now just thinking about it. In my dream, he called me crying and telling me that I had to come over there right now and he wouldn't tell me why. So he was so gone and in the background I could here other people bawling and screaming. I'm freaking out now and go tell my mother I absolutely have to go to Alex's and I don't care what she has to say and she can report her car stolen if she wants to but I'm going. Then I woke up...
I miss Alex. I haven't talked to him since Thursday. He hasn't called me or been online and I haven't call him. I just get extremely uncomfortable calling his house. So I'd rather just hope he calls me. I know I'm silly but I panic. If I talk to him and tell him "hey why dind't you call me?" He'll just tell me the phone works both ways and I didn't call him either. Everytime I go out with someone it just solidifies in my mind how much I really do care for Alex. We work well together.I feel extremely safe with him and that's very rare for me. I don't trust anyone.
I guess i'll call him today and make sure everything's okay. That dream just freaked me out because I didn't know what was wrong but just that I had to go because he needed me to be there. I really miss him. I haven't seen him in almost a month for various reasons. I want to just go see him and hold him for a hot minute.
I miss Alex. I haven't talked to him since Thursday. He hasn't called me or been online and I haven't call him. I just get extremely uncomfortable calling his house. So I'd rather just hope he calls me. I know I'm silly but I panic. If I talk to him and tell him "hey why dind't you call me?" He'll just tell me the phone works both ways and I didn't call him either. Everytime I go out with someone it just solidifies in my mind how much I really do care for Alex. We work well together.I feel extremely safe with him and that's very rare for me. I don't trust anyone.
I guess i'll call him today and make sure everything's okay. That dream just freaked me out because I didn't know what was wrong but just that I had to go because he needed me to be there. I really miss him. I haven't seen him in almost a month for various reasons. I want to just go see him and hold him for a hot minute.