May 02, 2012 19:15
I have my road test for the first time in like 4 years tomorrow. I failed the first one miserably.
I seriously HATE driving. It's not even something I don't want to do, it's an actual phobia. I mean, I have nightmares about it kind of phobia. I know the only way to get over it is to pass the test and not be afraid, but it is SO HARD. I mean, even if I fail I know they're not gonna shoot me or anything but I am SO SICK of people being on my back about it, like "oh, you're almost 23 how can you not be driving" and "you're never going to get anywhere in life unless you drive."
And then when I was in Europe, I hear my tour guide say he's never driven once in his life.
Why the fuck don't I live in another country where people actually use their fucking legs and everything isn't 100 miles away? No wonder everyone in this nation is fucking obese. We use our cars like we use our legs.
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