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[meronichan]

I have my road test for the first time in like 4 years tomorrow. I failed the first one miserably.

I seriously HATE driving. It's not even something I don't want to do, it's an actual phobia. I mean, I have nightmares about it kind of phobia. I know the only way to get over it is to pass the test and not be afraid, but it is SO HARD. I mean, even if

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How much is costing you to get your driver's license test in US? Because here in Poland is pretty damn expensive. Not to mention, getting a car, even used one requires shit load of money (or large family with spare ones). Something I would never have, so I'm doomed to use my own legs. Thankfully, I like walking, and my city isn't that big. I don't even use public transport that often. My mother, for example walks about 6 kilometers to work every day - twice - and has been for nearly ten years.

But I share you sentiment about driving. It never held much appeal for me and I'm too damn nervous and impatient to be a good driver anyway. There are times when cars come in handy, but I prefer for someone else to drive them. I like being a passenger.

Btw, how are you doing?

[meronichan]

This weeks been pretty shitty overall, so not too great. I'm kind of just fed up with life in general...people expecting all these things out of me and yet me having to please them because I can't take care of myself yet, and no closer to it since I failed the test again (sur fucking prise)

Anyway you can take it twice without having to pay and then it's 10 American dollars for every time you try afterwards.

Needless to say I'll be penniless by the time I get this fucking thing

I feel like I've been a proverbial passenger all my life,...and when it comes time for me to prove myself I fall flat on my face because I lack real life experience and have absolutely no confidence because I've failed everything I've ever tried and I'm sort of done trying.

You know, shit like that