Surgery

Mar 08, 2012 21:56

Well, last day with a gallbladder. I know it's not a huge surgery but it's still surgery and it's my first one,...and now it's before bedtime and I'm freaking a little when I know you are supposed to be calm and you know it'll be worse at the hospital and look how bad it is now I'm not even using periods I just keep using conjunctions ahhhhhhhh

My gallbladder has what's called "sludge" - essentially the beginning of stones. Not even ACTUAL stones yet, and I STILL had pain and nausea and a painful as fuck attack where it was so horrible just breathing made me cry (do you people know they charge you 700 DOLLARS to be picked up by an ambulance?). I would say yeah, keep it, but apparently the shit doesn't go away and it's going to get worse and probably gonna make me have another attack. The doctor at the hospital said he's seeing more and more people my age (20's) with this problem because the American diet is so horrible. As bad as the post-op recovery is it can't be worse than that attack. Seriously.

I mean what the fuck. What the honest fuck. My father has been eating shitty crappy food since he was my age and his gallbladder is fine? Then again they say that people can have sludge/stones and never have an issues. His gallbladder is probably FULL.

Then again if that doesn't get him, it'll just be a heart attack. You know.

My friend said at least my body was nice enough to give me a warning that I needed to change my diet. Yeah, more like screamed at me.

sad, operation

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