The other day, Tim's 5-year-old Sister came up to me and said:  "I remember when Tim met you ( Read more... )

• My dad and sister came into town.  We had a good time and went up to NYC, where we had more good times.  Tim and my dad got along pretty well, so yay.
• New hires started on April 28, and have finally settled into their positions enough that I actually feel like I'm fully staffed.
• I turned 30.  Had a nice, sedate, dare-I-say "adult" send off to my ( Read more... )

I was somewhat distraught for most of the day over the breakup with T; going through the whole routine of asking myself if I was making a mistake by letting him go so easily, asking myself if maybe we were making a mistake. When thoughts of T. would dissipate my head would turn to the reorganizaton at work, and whether I should go to london, and ( Read more... )

sometimes my heart feels so heavy i imagine it's going to just break away from the spot where it sits in my chest, crashing through my stomach and my intestine and uterus ( Read more... )

Let me tell you something about the last few weeks. A couple weeks ago I ended a four-year-long relationship with the person who is quite likely the love of my life, because ultimately, love is rarely ever enough, and more often than not it gets twisted and marred in codependency and resentment. So rather than watch it slowly die and turn into ( Read more... )