I had a dream about my Great Grandfather Dat last night. I had a long conversation about school and told him all about my classes (like Physics and Calculus, etc.) and had in depth discussions about them. Afterwords I cried and told him just how much I missed him ( Read more... )

I'm sorry guys. I'm going to start friends locking my posts again. Not that I really think there are many people that lurk around my journal ( I know of a few), but after recent events I realized that me trying to be nice and leave my journal unlocked leaves me vulnerable ( Read more... )

Ugh. You make me sick to my stomach. At times I want to punch you in the face. Other times I hope the world gives you a nice slap in the face of reality. But most of all, what I really hope for, is that someday you'll see that you were wrong.

But why do I still think about you?

I just want to say that I am COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY APPALLED at human beings.

KENNY GLENN IS A CAT ABUSER. I am warning you guys that if you download the videos, they are VERY VERY GRAPHIC of him beating a cat.

THANK YOU ANONYMOUS for catching these two rotten kids. It's a complete shame. Here is another link to the news article, but click on ( Read more... )

Why can't I let go? Why do I keep dreaming about you? I get sad when I watch some of my home movies. I have to stop myself from telling funny stories sometimes ( Read more... )

I feel like the pillar of my life has a cracked foundation. Most days it is tall and strong. Other days it can barely hold me up. How long until my pillar collapses?

This has been such a nice weekend ( Read more... )

It's been one year today that I have been without my Little Boy. Yes, today is the 1 year anniversary of Vash's passing. I miss him terribly and still love him with all of my heart.


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I give you a few random things.

1. Update from Missy

Apparently she called Mom and Dad last night, but here is an e-mail from her.

( Greetings from Korea! )

I already need you. What am I supposed to do?

I feel like I've lost the second most important person to me and I'm losing the first.

I just want this day to end. I hope that tomorrow I'll wake up and everything will be different. Like maybe I'll have amnesia or something to take all of this pain away.

I really can only take so much...