this first week of school is challenging. not only classes are difficult this time around. i am feeling down while at the same time i am building self-confidence. i really feel like my friends take me for granted. i also feel like when i am feeling crappy no one wants to come close to me and help me out. instead i have to crawl to their feet and ( Read more... )

so i have come to a conclusion. aside from that, i have been pretty depressed for the past few months. i'm terribly sorry my friends. i don't know if i have anything astounding to say. i have been living at biola for a week. i know entries are much better with pictures, but i don't know of any picture which may be interesting to see. brenda got me ( Read more... )

i officially live at biola now. hope 314 if anyone wants to stop by.

to all who are reading this, the giving tree (the band i sing for) is playing two shows ( Read more... )

i am at the library once again. i just checked out three books:

j.r.r. tolkien and his literary resonances; views of middle earth edited by george clark and daniel timmons

the essential c.s. lewis from which i will read perelandra and the abolition of man

narrative poems by lewis

i decided i ought to find some reading before the fantasy literature ( Read more... )

i've returned to my one true love(other than Jesus)... the library.

thanks so much for your support. this weekend (Lord willing), i am going to get an opportunity to get some quality time to spend with Jesus and one of my best friends here on earth, graham. we will be rocking in joshua tree national park, and there might be a snowstorm while we are there. we are mountain men anyway, so we can handle it. i will miss ( Read more... )

i had a strange day today. this morning i caught alex after i had philosophy. we talked about classes. alex then cursed at me a lot. i proceeded back with some comments about his gimp leg, and it all broke loose from there. he said, "we aren't best friends anymore." i said an affirmative "fine." and he replied with another "fine." we didn't arrive ( Read more... )

alex frenzel ( Read more... )

been a while since the last entry ( Read more... )