Family is driving me crazy, though things are better than last week. Still, I'm exhausted, and I'm not even working right now! And my therapist thinks I'm trapped by my family, wich makes sense, and sort of explains why I relate so much to "The Hanged Man" since I started studying tarot. I just.... feel stuck. Out of good choices. It sucks ( Read more... )

1.- Six days without smoking, GO ME ( Read more... )

( TL;DR, just a bit of family drama )

So this was a fun day!! I took my niece out, we went window shopping. Then we met my favorite aunt and we went to heat sushi for lunch (wich was yummy and delicious and ten different kinds of good). I bought some clothes, got my niece a Kiss t-shirt, and took some digital pictures to be printed!!! I now have enough pictures of my loved ones to ( Read more... )

I finally found a version of Windows XP to work on my netbook, so I' writting on it right now and it's awesome ( Read more... )

Have to travel to my parents house for the weekend. It's election day this sunday and I'm gonna vote ( Read more... )

So my parents finally talked to my niece, and then she and I started IMing. She's her usual emo wishing-for-death self, and I'm feeling useless from all the way over here, and then this little exchange happens:

( And mi niece proves she's every bit as smart as I give her credit for )

Yeah, remember my 14 year old niece who was still feeling bad, and seemed to be cutting again? How at least she had passed eight grade, and that made her a little happier? ...... as it turns out, she thought she had passed because her homeroom teacher stood in front of the entire class and announced that "everyone had passed!!". That was last ( Read more... )

Being a new grown up and becoming disilusioned with the world or the human race or whatever, still sucks less that being a teenager and feeling confused and scared shitless.

I'm home, and I just had a really good talk with my 14 year old niece. On addition to the usual talk about school and family, and our cautionary-tales-relatives, she had ( Read more... )

I'm feeling linda sad right now. Wich really sucks, because I actually had great weekend shift, you know?!! It was slow, I had fun with the people I work with, and I got a lot of reading done. (mostly fanfics, wut?) I actually woke up today feeling rested and happy to go to work. Again.

Then this afternoon I find a group of friends from work, and I ( Read more... )