I guess I need to vent a little
I'm feeling linda sad right now. Wich really sucks, because I actually had great weekend shift, you know?!! It was slow, I had fun with the people I work with, and I got a lot of reading done. (mostly fanfics, wut?) I actually woke up today feeling rested and happy to go to work. Again.
Then this afternoon I find a group of friends from work, and I tell them to come by my place Wednesday for some birthday cake. Everything is fine and well. And as I walk home, I start feeling bad... then it hit me.
This will be the first birthday I spend away from home, ever. Wich means this is the first birthday my mom won't be the first to give me a happy birthday hug. EVER. The first time she won't surprise me with a special b-day pizza or an entire family of stuffed animals in my room.
And yeah, it means I'm a whiny baby, and I rely on my mom too much, and after 26 years this is supposed to be a normal thing, being away from my family like this..... but it still stings. It kinda hurts, actually.
I guess I'm just feeling lonely. *sigh* Whatever, I'll just go drown my sorrows on noodle soup and ice tea, and maybe spork a little before trying my luck at the second chapter of my nano-thingy. Sorry to spam you with emo!!!
Then this afternoon I find a group of friends from work, and I tell them to come by my place Wednesday for some birthday cake. Everything is fine and well. And as I walk home, I start feeling bad... then it hit me.
This will be the first birthday I spend away from home, ever. Wich means this is the first birthday my mom won't be the first to give me a happy birthday hug. EVER. The first time she won't surprise me with a special b-day pizza or an entire family of stuffed animals in my room.
And yeah, it means I'm a whiny baby, and I rely on my mom too much, and after 26 years this is supposed to be a normal thing, being away from my family like this..... but it still stings. It kinda hurts, actually.
I guess I'm just feeling lonely. *sigh* Whatever, I'll just go drown my sorrows on noodle soup and ice tea, and maybe spork a little before trying my luck at the second chapter of my nano-thingy. Sorry to spam you with emo!!!