Y'all, my brain cannot understand anything right now. Seriously, between the sleep deprevation that I still have even after just waking up from a nap and the odd mix of events going on in the week to either side of today, I feel like mush. But actually, pretty good mush. I'm feelin kinda like things are gonna be oh kay. Even the bad stuff ( Read more... )

Today I collapsed on the couch the second I got home from studio and just laid there in almost-sleep land in total bliss. The room was so warm, I didn't have to be doing anything in particular and I was so tired for some reason. It's always the best when your body doesn't want to get up and you don't have to fight it like normal. I just laid there ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning feeling like it would be a good idea to shoot myself in the face because I *really* didn't want to get out of bed. I fail a lot at running on as much sleep and everyone around me seems to. I went to bed at 4 something and got up at 9 making that the fourth or so day in a row with about 5 hours of sleep and it is not. a. happy ( Read more... )

Oh my, it's been a long time. I feel like this last project was the first one where I've really done my thing all semester. Of course I nearly killed myself doing it, but that's part of the fun. My whole self is achey from lack of sleep, too much junk food and severe screen fatigue, but it's a badge of honor, so I don't mind. Rather, I feel happy. ( Read more... )

Much fun was has this weekend, but it's made today be kind of a waste and I really needed to kick it into gear. I just can't seem to fully wake up though. This is probably my fault. This might not be too coherent, but I feel like things are going on in my head and I want them out in the open in one form or another.

It was just my mom and me at home ( Read more... )

I slept so, so horribly ( Read more... )

Man, this past week was rough. Not the kind of rough that I had been dealing with lately, thankfully it was just the normal kind. The 'everything is due right now/sleeping and eating suddenly takes too much time' kind of rough. And I can deal with that. Chandler and Jacob let me spend a few hours sleeping on their couch Thursday night so I didn't ( Read more... )

Ugh, I've been having very, very similar dreams for weeks now. Last night I woke up at 5:00 am and thought, "Hey, I didn't have it!" but then when I fell back asleep I did. Yeah, I know, I probably jinxed myself by thinking about it. They aren't bad dreams at all. They are very nice ones, actually, but when you dream about the same inner desire a ( Read more... )

And I was physically feeling so much better! Now my stomach is upset and I don't want to eat again, even though I haven't had much all day. I am sick of this. I will make myself eat something so I don't wake up at three in the morning with a sudden case of acute hunger ( Read more... )

EDIT 8/28/06, 7:25 a.m.: Ok, this is just an example of why writing while falling asleep is not the best idea. I will attempt to annotate.

Even Sigur Ros sounds squealy as hell today.
    I was so worked up even my chillax music wasn't chill. But as a beginning it's not too off base.

I'm about to give in to my ambiened sleep, but I've been doing some ( Read more... )