wow last time i wrote on here was 39 weeks ago wow lol. ohk, so whats new with me well if u dont talk to me then u dont need to kno lol. so TALK TO ME. lol. oooo and PINK. lol. yay.

well gosh i havnt writen on here in a long time. i write on my xanga more. alot lot lot lot more lol. stupid lj. i think i might just end this. idk not sure yet. will c. less ppl read this tham my xanga so it might come in use at some time. will c. well byes alls. or those of u that read it lol. idk.

well havnt updated on here in a while. guess i should lol right? mayb later. i have some things i need to do 1st luvs all

i feel so bad and so guilty i told kevin i could come out but i dont know if i can now at least this june i dont know if i can. i feel so bad. this is twice i said this and twice iv disapointed him. it hurts knowin i prolly wont b able to go till later other this summer or a lot later. sadly. and this time i really wanted to go this time i was well ( Read more... )

so yah i feel really horible lol... like iunno 2 or 3 weeks ago i yelled at jon for somthing and i did it yesterday lol... very bad of me i kno. thats ohk he still loves me lol... ohk so yah didnt get a whole lota sleep so off to bed i go c ya...

im really getting sick of ppl and there imature games. such fuckin chickens. i cant believe it. wanna talk about low. god im so close just to say fuck it all...

if i died tommaroe. would u come to my funeral.

ohk so i was messing around on myspace and i stumbled on somthing so funny/interesting... lol my old bfs page... lol i havnt talked to him scence i quite cadakisum or however u spell that... at st joes lol we were really close and i missed him like crazy wed spend the christmas show together and talk like all night so awesome... well i found it and ( Read more... )

ohk so yesterday i had to rpove i wasnt chicken and do somthing that well was really stupid but funny also and raised a ton of questions about mark and his feelings for me... i mean if u cum for some chick that u know and u make it a goal to do it isnt there somthing a lil off and talking to me everynight... hes keeping secrets about me from his ( Read more... )

just somthing i wrote it needs A LOT of work ( Read more... )

jons busy with finals again :( icky but thats not whats on my mind right now but what is on it i really cant say not here n e ways... so i guess ill talk about my dream last night and about jon lol... ummm dream... i had a weird ass dream about mark and sarah... i was i dont know viseting him and her or somthing and sarah keep giving me nasty looks ( Read more... )