today/last night
jons busy with finals again :( icky but thats not whats on my mind right now but what is on it i really cant say not here n e ways... so i guess ill talk about my dream last night and about jon lol... ummm dream... i had a weird ass dream about mark and sarah... i was i dont know viseting him and her or somthing and sarah keep giving me nasty looks and mark said somthing about jon or kevin or someone i cant remember and i tackled him and sarah gave me more dirty looks well after a while i got sick of it and asked her y she hated me and she could only answer with bc u know my boyfriend... thats it... it was messed up like no other but i dont know i think theres some tihing to dreams biggest wants or fears or things that are true like a forseeing i guess. so will c lol... ummm about jon lets c he told my mom that he doesnt call bc we dont have n e thing to tlka about... bull shit and that i dont talk yah again bull shit i talk everyone knows that he just doesnt but i so dont know whats going on right now im so lost... hes distant im distant and im having regerts not about jon but about somthing i did a few mths ago... so i dont know what the fuck to do lol but thats going into what i dont want to talk about on here so yah... on to my other thing to tlak lol thank god... loves bye