i don't like to cry for help ( Read more... )

Dude... Im  18....
i used to have this journal when i was 16...
oh the things i wrote.
how emotional i was..
shit..
how emotional i am...
ha
i dont post here anymore becuase i know no one reads it..
so this is why i am not going to hold back and just say what i need to say..
and knowing its out there..
oh well...

after a senior year filled with work/stress/ ( Read more... )

wow.. reading these old posts... amaze me...
i was such a diffrent person.
and who am i posting to now?
no one...
and this is what i have to say...

ahh... im so lonely. i deal with it well.. but i really... just wonder if i will ever get my chance.

i love my new freinds.. some what more than my old ones. they understand me. and im compatable with them. ( Read more... )

so...
my life now.
has changed.
and is changing still.. 
i feel a rant comming on..

prom..
was one of the most amazing nights and memorable ones..
its something ill never forget and seeing everyone there really made me happy.
being with brooke was also great.
i know we had some problems after prom but we seem to be okay.
and i seem to finally be ( Read more... )

kinda ( Read more... )

She makes me smile.... :D

if only she knewww.....

Temporary Favorite Song Untill Further Notice: Hellogoodbye - Here in Your Arms.

Times Change.

Ideas Change.

People Change

Life Changes......

-Andrew

A man said to the universe:
"Sir I exist!"
"However," replied the universe,
"The fact has not created in me
A sense of obligation."
- Stephen Crane

I guess reading that makes me think of how important it is to be someone..but not only known..but known for changing someones lives or points of views...people try to stand out and do stupid stuff to be ( Read more... )

sooo....tierd and wiped....on my relaxing weekend...what has happend?
well
im the new Vice President of Chaparral's NEW SENIOR CLASS....Fuck yeah...i worked my ass off and now i will be ready as hell.....my hard work paid off and im happy.....
:D

ummm the work in spanish club is piling up and somethings going to give...lets just hope in the end i wasn' ( Read more... )

im so busy with everything im tierd constantly and i have this enournmous head ache and yeahh i just want it to be friday already.....-_-
on my list of things are:
-StuCo vicepresident campaign
-Spanish club : DANCE , Assmebly , Trip
-Art Society's drawing
-Class Commitee prom.
-School
-Art...as in classes and out of school
-NO SOCIAL LIFE.andrew