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Dude... Im 18....
i used to have this journal when i was 16...
oh the things i wrote.
how emotional i was..
shit..
how emotional i am...
ha
i dont post here anymore becuase i know no one reads it..
so this is why i am not going to hold back and just say what i need to say..
and knowing its out there..
oh well...
after a senior year filled with work/stress/ and drama... im back to just being myself in a social status..
and im lonely..
i want love.
real love.
the love where you hear music in your head play as she walks by....
love that you can hold on to indefintely...
love that if fails... still becomes a life long friendship
i wantt love and i want it like someone that of the relationships my friends have.
and i know right now..
who i wish i had that relationship with..
oh well.. so much for being the girls.. friend right?