am i a bad person from blocking him from my life? or is it needed to move on?

i really wish i knew.

 woah. my manager got punched in the face tonight :)

 so rachael came to visit me yesterday, she said it was so we could hang out. but the ENTIRE time before the movie, her man was ALL over her... and when we got to the movie she was like "omg im so sorry i didnt realize that he would be like this" so i told her that it didnt look like she liked him as much as he liked her, which i know for a fact ( Read more... )

 so im pretty sure im moving on from matt now... i still think of him from time to time, but i dont get upset when i do. i spoke to him and didnt get upset, even though i thought i would. we both agreed we dont want to see each other for now, it would probably upset us both. i feel better that im not the only one who has had a hard time with this. ( Read more... )

 today is a new day... :D

 so. last night i fooled around with mr. x... it was nice....

and i was good with it :) hahah

 life isnt going in the direction i want, or even thought it would....

now everything is backwards, and the only thing i have to look forward this summer is work now...

this fucking sucks.

 why do i hate you?.... let me count the ways...

youre an ass.

 yeah... he asked "how are you ( Read more... )

 matt and i decided we would wait a few weeks before talking again ( Read more... )