moving on.
so im pretty sure im moving on from matt now... i still think of him from time to time, but i dont get upset when i do. i spoke to him and didnt get upset, even though i thought i would. we both agreed we dont want to see each other for now, it would probably upset us both. i feel better that im not the only one who has had a hard time with this. he just hasnt been as vocal about it as i have...
oh yeah and im fooling around with mr. x a bit. now im not sure if thats the reason WHY im okay with this, in which case this is a rebound relationship probably, but i really dont think its a rebound when its your ex.... i just really think i never got over mr. x 100% from before... maybe matt was a secondary rebound? nah... i really do think i loved him
anyways. things with mr x. are interesting, thats for sure. we hang out almost every day, hold hands, he kisses me goodnight, but becuase i will be gone for fall semester we both agreed we will have to see how the semester goes before getting into anything serious. as much as i would love to date him again, because i feel like we both grew up a little, i dont want to do a long distance relationship when i get back to tampa for the semester. im also not 100% sure that im coming back to orlando, and i cant do that to mr. x again. i need to figure out what is going on with my own life before i involve him again.
ALSO.... dan wood is coming down from pennsylvania to see me, he told me that he likes me, and i told him that ill never date someone from out of state.... so. oh well...
for once in my life im more concerned about other things than my relationships... and i think thats a good thing...
all i really want to do is see rachael on saturday, and finish my book :)
oh yeah and im fooling around with mr. x a bit. now im not sure if thats the reason WHY im okay with this, in which case this is a rebound relationship probably, but i really dont think its a rebound when its your ex.... i just really think i never got over mr. x 100% from before... maybe matt was a secondary rebound? nah... i really do think i loved him
anyways. things with mr x. are interesting, thats for sure. we hang out almost every day, hold hands, he kisses me goodnight, but becuase i will be gone for fall semester we both agreed we will have to see how the semester goes before getting into anything serious. as much as i would love to date him again, because i feel like we both grew up a little, i dont want to do a long distance relationship when i get back to tampa for the semester. im also not 100% sure that im coming back to orlando, and i cant do that to mr. x again. i need to figure out what is going on with my own life before i involve him again.
ALSO.... dan wood is coming down from pennsylvania to see me, he told me that he likes me, and i told him that ill never date someone from out of state.... so. oh well...
for once in my life im more concerned about other things than my relationships... and i think thats a good thing...
all i really want to do is see rachael on saturday, and finish my book :)