I am hopeless and stupid... just a pathetic creature ( Read more... )

I am a mythical creature. Something that people tell stories about or watch in movies... I am something that has been lost in today's culture, and i am losing myself ( Read more... )

We upped my meds and i'm still not doing too well ( Read more... )

Just an orange, apple, bear and some panties... all in her stocking... nothing for her ( Read more... )

I need help with Pooka and discipline ( Read more... )

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I'm frustrated with myself... I'm exhausted and discouraged... I have so much to say, i'm feeling and thinking SO much but I just can't seem to find the energy or motivation to get it out...

So consider this a long post, and maybe I'll be able to get some of this out later...

I've been meaning on calling my mom to ask her to send more money. We need the help, we can't make bills on my paycheck alone. Anyway, I've been meaning to ask for help again, and she called me tonight, and I chickened out. I didn't ask, I couldn't ask ( Read more... )