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I am a mythical creature. Something that people tell stories about or watch in movies... I am something that has been lost in today's culture, and i am losing myself.
I am alone. Here, I exist with no one like me. No one to talk to, no one who really understands. My world is gone, and is hard to reach from my current place. I have been absent so long from it that going back, i would be pushed away. Nothing would be the same.
I am afraid. I cannot be who I am because it is not what is wanted in this world anymore. I would be labeled, ridiculed, shunned, and discarded. I fear to see the reaction of the world to my true self. I worry about my elders seeing me now and shunning me because i have abandoned part of myself to fit in.
I am alone. Here, I exist with no one like me. No one to talk to, no one who really understands. My world is gone, and is hard to reach from my current place. I have been absent so long from it that going back, i would be pushed away. Nothing would be the same.
I am afraid. I cannot be who I am because it is not what is wanted in this world anymore. I would be labeled, ridiculed, shunned, and discarded. I fear to see the reaction of the world to my true self. I worry about my elders seeing me now and shunning me because i have abandoned part of myself to fit in.