why is it in this life that some people seem to get evreything they want ? is it because they go after their wants or that they have the ability to turn what they have into what theyve always needed? why is it that some people are born into incredibly supportive families while others have to struggle to prove that they are of some worth being just ( Read more... )

and it all comes crashing down....

"its starting to feel like nothing is good enough for you any more"

Started schoool up at UNR this week. while part of me feels i am glad that i made the move, an other part of me regrets still living here long enough and needing to be going here at all. the campus is huge, cold, and lonely to me. i see a few people i know, none for long enough to have good visits with. At least Aubrey lives in the dorms up there, ( Read more... )

im starting to question if school is right for me right now, if it was at all.

maybe i should have just taken a year off after i graduated. taken a break.

i want to have a degree.i want to graduate. but i dont know if the timing is right.

what i really want to do>? i want to tattoo. i want to make art.
i want to be a loser according to my parents.

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 1st verse]
I became for you when you would ask, telepath
Youre to young to ask out loud, I'm too old and I know that
I can talk like you've not heard, I know weapons, you think words
I expose you to these terms, you still chose to roll on her
Have to work but I'm so fast, your so open, I'm so crass
I'm to weak to hold that back, you still thinking tree ( Read more... )

EVERYone !!!!

i made a new lj name to accompany my new & additional myspace account as well as a new email adress

im making an attempt at a fresh start as well as a personal step in advancing my arts role in my own life. the new space account wll be focused around my art, hopefully i'll be putting some up for sale on there soon.

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its a strange thing to watch the light fade from somethings eyes as it dies ( Read more... )

my life rules right now and im hella lovin it. not cause its ruling, but because its my life, and im actively participating in it and embracing the fact. yes . i am winning right now. you can too. just learn what to put your efforts into. and what to back away from. or seomthing ( Read more... )