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sometimes i wish i could look something like this. but whats the fun in that? ive been thinking a lot about the way i present myself to the world lately,appearance,external judgements etc. maybe it was sparked by some public speaking thing last week. anyways, why does anyone want to look like anyone else/? i mean i think about my insecurities i have with the way i look, and realize that everyone else has them too. so why try so hard to be what someone else wants me to be? why not just focus on my internal insecurities so that i can walk with confidence, no matter what i may be doing. thats my hope at least.that one day i can be comfortable in my own skin not because of what i look like, but because of whats in my mind soul and heart. i mean thats the shit that really matters to me.and quite honestly, i dont want to attract people or have them in my life if they cant value what makes me, me , without my visual aestethics .
anyways this was shitty writes but im just emptying my brainz.you'll get over it.