Title: “Jen's Addictions”
Author: Lil Jei
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: J2 & Their RL Wives...
Rating: R
Wd Ct: Hopefully 4000+
A/N's: For SPN_Illuminated Cycle & Divendfly's original manipulation ( http://pics.livejournal.com/divendfly/pic/00004bac)
Warnings/Disclaimer: Switching Time Periods & POV’s. Dark, depressing, and full of Angst. Drug abuse, ( Read more... )

"...felt so lonely in your company but that was love and it's an ache I still remember." ~Gotye

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"The priority of any addict is to anaesthetise the pain of living to ease the passage of day with some purchased relief." ~Russell Brand

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It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. ~Colette

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"Every habit he's ever had is still there in his body, lying dormant like flowers in the desert. Given the right conditions, all his old addictions would burst into full and luxuriant bloom."

~Margaret Atwood

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Originally posted by lil_jei at Specific Fic Search: Dean/OMC. Mpreg. Dub-con. Kidnapping. R.
The pairing is actually Dean & a creature who kidnaps him, impregnates him, and throughout all of causes Dean to fall in love-stockholm style with it ( Read more... )

Because I'm depressed I'll do the 15 TV Scenes/Episodes That Depress Me Most...

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Title: I Grieve

Author:Lil Jei

Fandom: Supernatural

Pairing: Dean W./Bobby S.

Rating:Pg 13

Word Count:

A/N:Death Fic & Un-Beta'd.

Summary: Dean had always admired the man...somewhere along the way though it turned into love.

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Title: At your door

Author: Lil Jei

Fandom: Supernatural

Pairing: Dean W./Death

Rating: PG 13

Word Count:

A/N: Future/Death Fic. Un-Beta'd.

Summary: Oh Death You're Waiting For Me...

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Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG15
Genre: Gen, Bob, Drama, Casefic, Pre-Series, Outside-POV
Warnings: mentions of child abuse, sexual assault, high school, and the OCs who attend
Spoilers: none
Length: 51,039
Disclaimer: If you recognize them, I don’t own them.

Betas: huge thanks to ( Read more... )