Argh. Boy's're confusing. I hate boys... (But prolly only for the next couple of hours, then I'll be over it, one way or another.) But last night, Ricky (of course) was being a butt, and by the time I left we were both so pissed off that he didn't even walk me to the bus stop. EVEN THE DRIVER NOTICED, he was like, "Where's your boyfriend? Is he ( Read more... )

Okay. Dude. I was going through my contacts.. To write a few people that I'd lost touch with. When I realized that none of that matters... I don't like them anymore. So then I'm sitting at the computer, and I'm thinking, "I've alienated and been cruel to so many people." And it made me sad. Not a regular, "Ah that really sucks" sad, but REALLY sad ( Read more... )

I always say the same things
the same dumb lines
the same dumb jokes
well, this time,
all the jokes are on me.

All i can see is what's wrong
I can't think positive anymore
everyone's talking to me
but i am still ignored.

I guess i brought it on myself
i guess everything is my fault
i always want what i can't have
i'm so tired now.