EeeeK! Holy stars and Merry Farse.
Argh. Boy's're confusing. I hate boys... (But prolly only for the next couple of hours, then I'll be over it, one way or another.) But last night, Ricky (of course) was being a butt, and by the time I left we were both so pissed off that he didn't even walk me to the bus stop. EVEN THE DRIVER NOTICED, he was like, "Where's your boyfriend? Is he sick?" I was like "Noooo, just being an arse. Ugh."
And I also don't want to tell Ricky that when I tell him he shouldn't be jealous of Ryan, he kind of should. Because I know if Ricky ever hurt me, Ryan would be there to pick up all my little pieces. I don't want Ricky to know that I -do- have feelings for Ryan. Even though I think I've drawn the line for us pretty solidly,[by telling Ryan he's my little bro] I think if Ryan ever said he liked me, or kissed me or something, I'd be pretty confused... Not about whether I like Ryan, just whether or not to put my self with him instead of Ricky. [I think that Ryan wouldn't ever hurt me, where as Ricky does, just not on purpose.] Ah the confusions of Young Love. Argh.
But on to more.... pleasing... topics. As soon as I leave here, [after finishing this entry] I'm going to get my CELL TURNED ON! Woot! Yay!
But I don't really feel like posting a very interesting or long entry, so off I go, to the world of... Ionnno.
-debikins (the sexy yet confused sex kitten) <3
And I also don't want to tell Ricky that when I tell him he shouldn't be jealous of Ryan, he kind of should. Because I know if Ricky ever hurt me, Ryan would be there to pick up all my little pieces. I don't want Ricky to know that I -do- have feelings for Ryan. Even though I think I've drawn the line for us pretty solidly,[by telling Ryan he's my little bro] I think if Ryan ever said he liked me, or kissed me or something, I'd be pretty confused... Not about whether I like Ryan, just whether or not to put my self with him instead of Ricky. [I think that Ryan wouldn't ever hurt me, where as Ricky does, just not on purpose.] Ah the confusions of Young Love. Argh.
But on to more.... pleasing... topics. As soon as I leave here, [after finishing this entry] I'm going to get my CELL TURNED ON! Woot! Yay!
But I don't really feel like posting a very interesting or long entry, so off I go, to the world of... Ionnno.
-debikins (the sexy yet confused sex kitten) <3