Zomg, Life sucks.

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Okay. Dude. I was going through my contacts.. To write a few people that I'd lost touch with. When I realized that none of that matters... I don't like them anymore. So then I'm sitting at the computer, and I'm thinking, "I've alienated and been cruel to so many people." And it made me sad. Not a regular, "Ah that really sucks" sad, but REALLY sad. And angry. Okay, maybe I haven't talked to these people, but it works both ways. And how is it that when they talk to someone else, they ask about me, but then they never call themselves.
And I'm so sick of being mean and nice. It sucks.
And Brian left me a message, and that made me sad too.
Cause I've lost myself.