It's strange to me to be able to talk to Cw as I do at times.  Strange because of the subject matter and the relationship. The two do not usually go together ( Read more... )

I did not, of course, stop thinking about the worries over whether Nw was going to drop a veto on me and Cw, after I posted last.  I kept right on worrying, and basically preparing myself for the worst.  Sort of an emotional equivalent of battening the hatches ( Read more... )

I hate fears like nothing else in the world.  I fear some things more than others, but I hate fear more than anything in the world.  I hate the way it freezes my mind.  I hate the way it makes my heart pound and then pause, like a rabbit that knows it's caught in a snare.  I hate the tears that flood my face when my fears roar in front of me and ( Read more... )

I have PROOF ( Read more... )