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It's another end of another year. How odd is that? It's so strange to think of everything that's happened to me this past year. The people I've met, things that I've said and done. God. I hope this year isn't bad. I hope that everything doesn't completely come apart, because there are way too many things that could right now. Finals are coming up and then after that we have semi formal. yay. I have no idea who I'm going with. What fun is it to go with someone you don't like or aren't in love with? Oh well. I mailed the letter yesterday. Hopefully it'll get there by Wednesday. Wonder what he'll think. I don't care anymore. God, get this away. Make it go away. It's annoying, I'm annoying. LOL I saw a falling star last night. It was my first. It was beautiful, and of course I made a wish. shhhhhh Don't tell anyone.... OMG hilarious memories right there. Anyways, I'm at the end of the year of the monkey, so sad. This was my year. Now it's the rooster, maybe I'll wake up this year, who knows. I just have to figure out what I'm doing, and where the hell I'm going. I feel oddly sad today. I want to go back a week...... Make this stop, I hate time. I want to find a way to stop it, just put it on pause, like a tv or something. I'm gonna try to throw my watch away, but it won't happen. I need to get a hat. I love hats, I don't know why, they're just cool or something. I want to be somewhere else. If you know me at all you know where that is. I should try to go to San Francisco this summer. That would be a lot of fun. I don't think I was meant to be a Cali girl though. I don't know what I was meant to be. No one does. Insight is bliss, sadly it's not something I possess yet.......