What in the hell is wrong with men? I swear to god they're more hormonal than women are. They need some prozac badly. I'm tired of women being put down by men. If you can't say something worth my time than shut the hell up. Don't criticize me for using an odd word or liking someone you don't. Fuck off. It doesn't seem like a foreign concept. Play ( Read more... )

Wow that's an old statement. How sad. I suppose yesterday was my birthday. Another year. I'm so tired of all of this. You realize how fucked up your life is sometimes and it's amazing to try to figure it out. Oh well, it could always be worse. *cheers* to another year............

Soooooo.... I've met this new person through a friend. He's really cool. It's odd, because we're so alike. He's like what Erik used to be before he changed into someone else. It's been fun talking to someone that thinks like me. It's not boring like I would have expected. It figures that I would have had to have met him right at the end of the year ( Read more... )

Another anonymous day past. They all go by so quickly, but we all know that. Maybe it's just the realization that makes it hard. It's amazing how so many words expressed can lead to such confusion. It's strange because within that confusion I always seem to find some sort of bliss. Why do I laugh? Is the situation that humorous, or am I just trying ( Read more... )

I've come to a new reasoning tonight. One of which I should have seen a while ago I'm sure. I've realized how important it is to be able to be yourself when you're with someone. If you can't say what you would normally say in a situation or even talk about the day's events/happenings, then what's the point of being with someone. You become a psudo ( Read more... )

No more love.... not for me, I'm not destined for it. I put myself in really bad situations when it comes to love. It's like I want it to fail for some hidden reason. I'm so lost in the stars. I'm silent, I'm lost, I'm mad, because of you. It's not the way that I want it, but it's what I need. One lie can end up everywhere. It's stories are ( Read more... )

I wrote this for a stupid thing and liked it.... Your whole life is a trip... The vacations you take within it are your dreams...

So it's April already... wow. Time really does have wings. So sorry I can't clip them, and yet I'm not. Spring provides for a whole new awakening of self improvement and modification. It's happening. I'm thinking about next year, and my classes, and leadership roles I'm looking at taking on. Am I really doing it for me though, or is it just for a ( Read more... )

I feel so artistic today. I want to sing. I want to compose. I want to write. It's so odd. I love the feeling, but it's weird for some reason. I feel so alone. It kinda sucks. I truly have no one to love now, but maybe it's a good thing. It'll a give me some me time I suppose. lol Whatever... *scratches head*

It's strange how you can have so much knowledge and yet so little at the same time. I realized that when I'm sad it's when I'm alone. I seriously have to get a pet. lol It's true though. When I'm not in love or when I'm alone I feel sad. I yearn for conversation and people and a warm body to just talk to or be with. It's insane. I've learned for so ( Read more... )